J Series: Conclusion

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The J Series has been some of my most passionate creations. Every element of every post had to fit into the creativity that I saw for each piece. I didn’t just pick any old letter J image at the bottom or any image cover at the top. I literally sifted through thousands of images at a time until one felt right. I looked over hundred and hundreds of letter J’s until one best matched the essence and content of the piece. To be honest I felt so strongly for this woman that all of the work placed into the J Series reflected that. Countless hours and evenings was placed into the Series because in all honesty the emotion would not stop pouring out of me. There are a total of X amount of posts in this Series that you guys see, there is still bonus material and unreleased content.  Continue reading

J Series: The End……

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Explanation: When things don’t work out with someone we are simply encouraged to let things go or move on. But what happens when one person feels stronger for the other. What happens if one feels that they will definitely see the other later on in life. I sat back one day and thought about the endings that could play out with J. In one scenario she isn’t in my life in the other she is. Either way we run into each other. Enjoy Continue reading

King Series Prelude (J Series): Invincible

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Explanation: Over the past two years I have been working myself tirelessly. Ever since I moved back to NY I have committed myself to writing, working out, and following my dreams. These commitments usually involved nights of minimal sleep that were followed by a full itinerary of events. For months the formula was simple…wake up, work, work out, write. My goals became my obsession. The idea of not living a life that I wanted was simply not acceptable. Not utilizing a gift or talent that I had was not an option. In this obsession I isolated myself. I sacrificed hanging out with friends for long hours in a library/starbucks/panera/diner. It felt awkward to club or drink, with so many things not being how I wanted. My ambition was frequently complimented by my friends, coworkers, or even complete strangers. The result of my labor was rewarded in more ways than I could have ever imagined. People really enjoyed many of my pieces. I always believed in following your dream and calling. I always believed in the harvesting of positive energy through positive efforts. But I never really answered their question of how do I do it. How do I stay up, and still manage to wake up on time? How do I cram so much in a day and still add more? A women once asked me if I was Jesus (jokingly (i hope)). And another accused me of not being human. These questions were always the topic of some discussion. I am not a super private person, but there are parts to me, that I reserve for my fear of vulnerability. I finally decided to discuss the deepest part to my vulnerability and write the hardest thing that I ever had to write. I’ve attempted to write this several times but could never actually do so, until now. Here is part of the secret to my invincibility…. Continue reading

J Series: Black Dress

 

Explanation: There is something about a black dress that can drive a man wild. One could call it a turn on or perhaps the perfect preview. The way it forms to a woman’s figure can tease a man’s mind even more so than lingerie. I had a dream about J. She was getting ready in the bathroom. I was reading the newspaper on the couch, waiting for her to finish. The bathroom door swung open. I looked up to see J. Instead, I saw a woman re-created. I saw J… in a black dress. Enjoy Continue reading

Message….

Explanation: I was always told that patience is a virtue. Sometimes during the course of us “talking” to someone we get wrapped up in infatuation. It’s such an innocent emotion that  can bear serious consequences. So opposed to rushing into something. I’m choosing to take things slow. (this was an actual text I wrote) Enjoy.

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J Series: 10,000 I Love You’s

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Explanation: We have all made our attempts at love. Some of us were actually in it. Knee deep in life or the idea of it with someone else. Perhaps we were engaged. Perhaps we were together for years up on years. Maybe we even went as far as having a child and becoming a family. In many, if not all, of these attempts we failed. Our best shot wasn’t good enough. Love didn’t work in our favor. It may have even scarred us. Love left us with the burden of fear. I may fear loving you because I won’t be the same when if and when it leaves. Ultimately, many of us are hoping to find that “one”. What would you do if you met him/her? What would you say? Most importantly how far would you go to get them? Please enjoy my short story 10,000 I Love You’s. (40 pages long) Continue reading